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Sunday, October 31, 2004
hehe hmm my 2nd attempt doing this collage..not that nice but proud of it hehe
this is for you darlz..~muackz~
IsHQ Hearts you :: 11:00 PM ::
Saturday, October 30, 2004
elo!!!!!
hehe today is pay day..and alredy i spent a lotttttttt
went to Geylang with dear today in search of his baju kurung..
we stood in front of the shop sweating away coz he can't seem to decide which colour to buy...
he finally decided to buy an olive green teluk belanga baju kurung with samping to go with it...almost the same shade as my songket baju kurung..
hehe niceee...
dear was grinning from ear to ear coz makcik gave around 10 buckz off for the kurung and samping...
after that...dragged him quickly out of the bazaar and proceed to orchard where i did my shopping
i bought URS heels...coz dear said it's nice..simple n nice..actually i wanted to drag him and survey2 somemore but he said no need lah (typical guy's reaction when u drag him shopping)
well turns out that that was the last pair..haha lucky me...
then i saw a bag at littlematchgirl and of course...i bought it hehe (nafsu nafsu)
then we head to wheelock and break our fast at Bk...
that certain someone ate so fast that i think he finished his burger in two minutes *roll eyes* ehehe
we then went back to tampines and i gave Challenger a short visit to buy me camera's memory card and bought for bro new xbox games...
that would make him niceeee to me for about 2 months or soo..hehe
well think me gonna treat my lil sis satu baju hari raya..must be fair ryte?
hehe
it was fun spending time with dear..as always...ketawa2 kan u sungguh seronok ehehehe
thank you for today muackzzzz
welll im beat and in need of a shower ekekeke *smelly* tsk tsk
aiteee...for now....im done with shoppping...
oh yah ah i havent buy my compact powder ehhh? takpe...besok besok bleh..
ehehe
ok take care
phir milenge..
muackzzzz
IsHQ Hearts you :: 9:57 PM ::
Thursday, October 28, 2004
hietz..
here i am..rubbing my tired eyes from reading too much notes on this sastera
hope to score for lit 1 coz as i mentioned..my lit 2 suckz..
gonna try my best tommorrow, hopefully the ideas keep on flowing..
nothing sucks more then mental block..sheesh
well..apart from being busy with exams..i keep on having this irritating feeling inside of me..
im kinda feeling low sometimes...no its not because of those around me..its more of myself i guess..
it's one of those times when u feel sucky..
ive been having self reflection..muhasabah diri sekejap lah katakan..
hmm i guess i have a major problem with my self confidence..something is obviously not right with me up there...
ppl wld be telling me why i should be having this problem as, according to them, im already fine being me..
sometimes when u read or hear about what people say about you, the praises..it makes you think if it's all true..if so..then why am i still feeling this way..
i feel like im not good enough and i keep wondering if people can accept me for who i am..
maybe its due to past experiences that lead me to having this kind of thoughts..
since small ive been teased about my skin colour..people would call me pantat kuali and so forth..of course masa kecik-kecik tu sedih..
but i guess as i grow older..dah pandai belajar to put it aside and ignore the comments..
but i guess due to ignoring..i havent been really learn to love myself..
i just ignore it..
and not to mention the unforgettable years during sec sch..hehe those times when i feel soo lousy and kinda hate myself..
luckily tehre's my beloved frens..if not geez i dunno where i'll be now..
its hard i guess trying to prove people that u're not exactly stupid just because you dont meet their expectation..
but ive worked hard enough to end up where i am now..and suprised them
and im proud of myself..coz i guess im doing better then some other people right now..
i must learn to love myself..this is sooo unhealthy if i keep on thinking like this..
i have people around me who love me to bits...and Alhamdulillah..i have enough with me now..syukur atas apa yang me ada selama ni...
to my family...thanks for being so wonderful and supportive..for the love and making me lucky to have you
to my beloved members...thank you for all the support all these years...without you guys...well..i guess life wont be the same..
to my frenz at NIe (esp the four stooges) thanks..for making life there enjoyable and being there for me through the laughters and tears...
last but not least (can never be hehe) to dear..thank you for everything so far...for making me feel special and treating me right..for convincing me that u really love me and accept me for who i am..and for understanding my needs
sorry if i seem to doubt you..im not aite :)
well that's it for tonight i guess...
feeling drained and emotional at the moment..
hehe
oh well..back to my notes...
take care peeps..
phir milenge..
muackz
IsHQ Hearts you :: 11:38 PM ::
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
elo peeps...
hmm just got back from school...
today's paper was Bahasa...quite ok..but the alih bahasa was tough though...sheesh
and the essay qn that i chose was the same with what? 90% of the class? haha bad choice sey..
I'm worried about my Lit 2 paper..dang...i managed to answer the 2 essay qns well but the one last question was like..ermm..lets just say i hentam my way through...
i'm praying for a just passss pleaseee as long i dont fail my paper.. *sob* *sob*
Well..my dear is sick..poor thing...sampai tak ada suara..
went to his house yesterday..jenguk-jenguk orang sakit katakan haha ended up watching a hindi movie..forgot the title but it starred Salman, Priety and this one lass i forgot the name...and him dozing off beside me..tsk tsk...kesian dia..well was disappointed with the ending of the movie..but overall it's not bad..
am gonna buy some new bollywood vcds after exam..de-stress jap..
now i think im gonna take a nap...and prepare for my final paper on friday later at night...
hope u get well soon dear..ubat tu jangan buat jeruk k? makan!
till here..
phir milenge
muackzzzzz
IsHQ Hearts you :: 2:21 PM ::
Monday, October 18, 2004
elo!!!
juz got home frm sch..today is ok i guess...not much of studying as exam is a week from now...
shuckz...im still in my slacking mode....how??? boo-hooo
nvm..at least i did some revision..all thanks to the past tests...
i did well for my Gp test Alhamdulillah...thought that i'm gonna fail the paper coz i didnt understand the passage..hehe turns out i did make some sense :D
anyway..yesterday's outing with the 4 stooges and our significant others turned out well enuff..but poor piz was sick halfway thru...
the food was niceeeee..Iftar at sakura and i had my favs, hotplate beancurd and hotplate black pepper beef...yummmmy!!!!
went to pray at Al-Falah before we went to Esplanade...
had fun...n hope to see more of this in the future..
here's some pics..
me n nana..the kembar yang tak menjadi
4 stooges
me n dear
well...dunno wat to write anymore..
so till here then...
phir milenge..
btw..to dear...miss u
IsHQ Hearts you :: 2:50 PM ::
Sunday, October 17, 2004
yay!! a new blog layout...so niceee!!!
All thanx to MENOT!!!!!....tak sia-sia ku doakan idea mu mencurah-curah ehehehe
thx menot!!!!! (again and as always) hehe i lurveee
nanti me belanja buka k..hehe we go buka date :D
ok me wanna continue cleeping eheheheh
Selamat Pagi Singapura!!!
IsHQ Hearts you :: 9:36 AM ::
Saturday, October 16, 2004
...to dzul for buying for me a pierre cardin purse that i like...
hehe soo nice...me dah transfer segala-galanya pon hehehe
tenkiu ok...tapi takmo belanja2 me apa2 lagi tauuuuuuuuu
nanti u pokai..simpan tu duit buat ehem ehem nanti ehehe
muah!!
eloooo blogging world...
feeling hepi todayyyyy...
baru habis tolong masak untuk buka...macroni soup...yummmy
hmm lately ni asik2 kena panggil jenguk muka pat dapur..
nenek kata kena biasakan2...erk...oh well...takpe..bukannya tak pernah masuk dapur pun kan...
but most of the time masuk dapur tu carik makan lah biasa...
besok lynn sis nya bday....HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!! hehe cian baru nak masuk 18 eh..pelan2 kayuh eh haha
semoga diberkati Allah and may success and happiness always be with you..
jangan marah2 aiman selalu :P
tmmr gonna celebrate it at Sakura Far East...so 8 peeps altogether...ni bersejarah betul ni sumer dah berdua gitu kan haha nanti gue tulis di diary...paling yang dinanti-nantikan si nana nya lah ni eh
nanti gue amekkan gmbr haha
kambing kambing
oh well gonna continue kemas2..
till next post ya
phir milenge
toodlesssss
oh ya...Camat Berpuasa semuanya :D
IsHQ Hearts you :: 5:18 PM ::
Friday, October 15, 2004
..and i dont know why. I dunno what's wrong with me tonight. Im feeling kinda crappy at the moment and i can't sleep. i juz dont understand myself and i guess i dont expect others to understand me. im talking crap already
im sori i kinda piss u off tonite. obviously ure not looking fwd to come home n having to handle a whiny me..
hmm stupid of me to pick a fight over small matters..
hmm sometimes i feel like i dun seem to be able to understand or gauge what ure feeling..
i suck at this huh...
well all i can say is im sori
I Don't expect us to be forever sunny
I Know there will be time it will be rather gloomy
But even when I'm being a tad naughty
And sulking for the whole world to see
I dont really mean it...
Coz I know you're always there for me
bear with me k?
Luv ya
N sori again :)
IsHQ Hearts you :: 11:58 PM ::
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
booohooo! im stuck at home for three days...why? stomach flu...sob sob
lotsa medicine to take...one of them tastes soo bad..but the lozenges tastes nice..somewhat like black current..i loike...
well juz had my breakfast and now wondering wattodo...wanna study but not feeling up to it..today im supposed to meet dzul n eat arnold's. sob sob melepas betul...
hmm sungguh pelik daku ni..patut sakit takder selera nak makan eh? ni my appetite mcm biasa jek...gd ah khekhekhe...
hmm juz received a call n sms frm this unknown guy who kept pestering me for my name and all tt..he said tt he's fren gave him my number...weird things is this guy sounded indon..n he told me tt he's fren is my ex...somebody plssss tell me since when i had an indon guy? after he called for the 2nd time, i gave dzul his no. hmm abeh tu dia nak carik pasal ngan dzul..haha macam lah dia betul2 kenal me...what the crap..oh well..u jangan pergi jumpa budak tu pulak eh...take care of yourself ;)
ok lah dunno wat else to write about..and im gonna think of wat to do for the rest of the day..haiz...bored
till then
phir milenge
toodlesssss muah!
IsHQ Hearts you :: 10:55 AM ::
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Eloooooooooo
hehe juz got back and had my shower....wangiiii anesssss
sch was ok today,kinda slack...had a suprise esei exercise though early in the morning...sheesh i cant think yet as my brain wasnt really in full working mode hehe
i guess i crapped my way to 'the end' ;)
went to meet dzul after sch..today's our 1st mth..cepat sungguh masa berlalu..
gave him a card with some personal thoughts in it :) hope u like it ;)
had our lunch at mcdonald's and i had tt prawn deluxe burger or watever the name is..
niceeeee...sapa2 yg belum cuba tu silakanlah jangan malu-malu ye...
then we sat at the breakwater for 2 hrs i think? played wif the water till my pants got all wet...
then we juz talked n sing (luckily it didnt rain) but well i feel contented..i feel happy..tapi ada satu ketika tu rasa macam sebak.. :)
was sooo lazy to go home until i saw a rat...was ready to run away so might as well head back home..:D
to Dzul: thx for today..hepi one mth...may we last the test of time...:D luv ya
so here i am thinking of wat to ryte for my esei...how abt 'Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi-belia melayu,harapan atau kehampaan?' I'll think abt it..
well im kinda hungry ryte now...gonna see wat nenek cooked for today...
till then...
toodlesssss n phir milenge ;)
IsHQ Hearts you :: 9:05 PM ::
Monday, October 04, 2004
boo!hehe...*burpppp* so full..just stuffed myself with nasi and sambal goreng..tambah pulak tutsk tsk
padahal tadi makan mushroom swiss...macam mana tak tembam?
went to watch White Chicks with Dzul..hehe funny story :P
sapa2 lom tengok..pergi lah tengok...gue syorkan. since dzul tengah off...apa lagi cari chance jumpa dia khekhe
after that as usual merayap jek..duduk2..took some pics...biasalah...gue seronok banget! hehe
besok school....as usual...hmm one last essay to go before the examz...hmm gonna do some serious studying...must pass must pass..
hmm gonna continue my chattingz....will be updating kalau tak malasssss
till here...
newayz ni lah gambar2 nya :D
me n new pink shoes!! :D
feeling nostalgic
My Guy ;)
IsHQ Hearts you :: 9:41 PM ::
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Eloooooooo!
went out wif ma dearies yesterday...the original plan was to eat at pizza hut suntec...then menot go and say the golden words..she felt like eating masala thosai
well u know me, my ears perked up upon hearing the word thosai..so i said if they wanna eat komalas...i'll treat them, if pizza hut then u guys pay yrself..hehe mentang2 dgr kena belanja...sumer setuju...
so off we go and stuffed ourselves..then hetz plak nak belanja ice cream...so we went to 7/11 and got myself a chendol softee
so we juz walk ard citilink till suntec..ntah mcm mana kita terpisah 3-3..me walked wif het n nina and menot nana n nowa lagging behind..smlm diorang lembab tol jalan..
went to royal sporting house and bough a pair of shoes..pink PONY
hehehe then menot nana n nowa balik...ada hal...so left me het n nina...jalan2 smp pengsan..
pastu balik hetz nak singgah Tm,dia tgk Anna sui nya products, so nice!! all purpleee i likeee
think me wanna save up n indulge..we'll see
Met Dzul today..hehehe came to my place to pick me up..nak gi umah dia..what i didnt tell him was tt my aunt n cuzzin ada pat umah i gak..so dia terkejutz dtg rumah mcm ramai..kehkehkhe kesian
then gi umah dia, seramz nak jumpa mak dia...tapi semua nya ok
tgk citer hindustan n stuff myself...all in all...ok belaka...
half battle won khekhe
muackz!
well im beat...till here n phir milenge
toodlessssssss
IsHQ Hearts you :: 11:14 PM ::
Saturday, October 02, 2004
and luckily i wont be stuck at home all day hehe
elo elo blogging world..hopefully this time blog publish betul2...bingit sey smlm publish dua kali kluar title jek...
neway yesterday my gp teacher gave each one of us a white water bottle wif bears on it..haha sempena childrens' day katakan...mcm malu gitu dah besar2 abeh dpt hadiah...but its was nice ogf her..tenkiu!!!
after sch went to meet dzul and had a late lunch at swensens...then we juz walk ard PS and Orchard..
as always we dunno where to go..i asked him and he asked me back
we really do need to find out more interesting places dun we? hehe but pat spore ni apa lahh yg interesting...
i window shop..as usual...and bought something...then we walk till we dropped...
carik 65 nya bus stop hehe mati2 tak nak naik the one depan lucky plaza..crowded..so jalan lah smp lepas borders..
dah mcm nak patah kaki bus dtg penuh jugak..cekik darah tol
but it was a fun adventure khekehkehe
dlm bus leh tertido lak tu...hehe but it was fun..as alwayz...tenkiu for the day even though u baru baliik kerja n tak tido satu mlm...nanti i think of some places to go lah eh? :P
today gonna meet dearies memberz...dah lama tak jumpa..lotsa stories to catch up on...jadi mami jarum jap lah ye...
gonna celebrate nina's, didi's n nuyul's bday...pizza hut suntec maybe...
well...its hard to maintain this frenship when each one of us is bz wif our lives..
but know tt i love each one of u to bitz..we've been thru a lot together...12 yrs of frenship n still counting...
put up with each other's crap n nonsense..esp mine..wonder how u guys can stand it this long hehe but yeah we shld always show our frens tt they're always appreciated n loved
so this section is dedicated to my darling peeps...
ME LOVE U GUYZ
MAY THIS FRENSHIP LAST THRU THE TEST OF TIME
muackz!
till next time..phir milenge ;)
IsHQ Hearts you :: 1:20 PM ::
Friday, October 01, 2004
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