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Monday, December 27, 2004

boo!!!!
dah lama tak update...nak tau kenapa? pasal malas nak update. hehehehe ok that's lame.
well..what's been going on lately? nothing interesting, juz trying to finish up my projects before school reopens...biasalah kan, tak habis-habis buat kerja last minit, dah kesuntukan masa baru nak terkial-kial. tapikan, ni lah masa-masanya i think i can work best, i feel the pressure and the stress so i feel motivated to finish up the work.tapi kepada mereka yang membaca..janganlah anda mencuba ye...cari nahas...

well,can't wait to go to school..been missing my friends, but erk this projects stuff makes me think twice hehe. furthermore i didnt really get the feel of the holiday. i wish it would be a tad longer hehe. manusia katakan..mana pernha cukup :P

my holiday was mostly spent with my dear anyway..hehe and i'm not complaining one bit. well, it juz feels ryte to be with him and i feel the comfort juz having him by my side, even if we're juz sitting around and do nothing. sometimes i feel selfish when i constantly want him to be with me and it feels like i'm taking up most of his time. Even though i often meet him i still need him to talk to me on the phone whenever he gets home from work. and when i dun get that, i often sulk and pout. so bad of me i know coz i ended up making him feels guilty. i suppose i need to think more of 'us' rather than 'i', what's right for us and not what i want. yup, feels great now that we appreciate each other more and there's trust between us. know what? i think we juz mite make it, insya Allah ;)

apart from the love life, i need to start saving asap man. i know ive been saying that many many many months and not counting, but erk this time i meant it. hmm gotta cut down on my spending. the thing is i dunno where my money went to, maybe it flew out of the window while i was sleeping. nah...i used it to fill up my tummy. yeah, my forever boncet tummy is being filled with nice food but is now facing the consequences. how to reduce the excess fats now? hehe excersise i now, but hmm when will i drag my butt, beats me. but hm hehe i already have a shopping list ready...hehe oh man!!!

welll....off to doing my projects now.
till here then..
phir milenge..
muackzzzzz!

IsHQ Hearts you :: 10:40 PM ::

Sunday, December 19, 2004

gooood morning!

yeah juz came back from watching Oceans 12 with family and him...
good story IMO...enjoyed it very much..
enjoyed the movie so much compared to my KL trip..i can predict how its gonna be like even before we went there..so typical
glad to be back anyways...

welllll y cant i sleep tonite? i dunno haha
hmmm susah gak melayari kehidupan ni eh...sometimes...being who you are susah...n trying to be someone ure not juz to suit others pon susah.
people sometimes cant accept u for who u are...ada je benda yg tak kena...ada benda jek salah...
but when u ikut or nak sesuaikan diri to this image that u think shld be ryte for u juz coz u dun wanna make ppl talk...hmm sendiri yg rasa rimas...
so how?
even if sometimes ppl say juz be who u are..heck care apa org ckp...its juz not easy...
mcm mana pon org tu ckp they accept u, sometimes theyre juz tolerating u..accept n tolerate is a big diff IMO...

and another thing, kita hidup ni full of dreams and hopes..esp hope...and we have plans laid out so that we can achieve what we want..
the real bummer is when we cant get what we want...
it hurt and disappoint us..but well that's reality...
so how to prevent onesef frm feeling the loss and disappointment? dun hope too much or juz go with the flow..
yeah ryte...sometimes u juz cant help yrself...
what's the purpose of all these advices anyway when its soo hard to follow...or it juz wont work...
there's no guarantee to it anyway...

well i dun thinkim making any sense.i juz wanna let out what im feeling
ok nyte

IsHQ Hearts you :: 3:07 AM ::

Monday, December 06, 2004

..of being together..and i'm loving it..
so it's our anniversary again...and i'm already looking fwd to our next one..
it's only the 3rd month...kalau nak umpamakan macam bulan..kira baru cresent ah..but my love shining like the sun..cewah...ehehehe..
so yeah...in case it's not obvious by now..i love you much much k...muackz!

ok so i finally feel like updating my blog...kesian hetz asik tanya2 jek...
well its my hols now...but kinda mendak except for the raya outingz...
other than that im stuck with school project..don't know how many times i went to that jurong east libr until my butt's kinda kemek aedy due to the long mrt rides to and fro..
and tolerating that grumpy auntie who photocopy the microfilm..but then again cannot blame her...imagine one person with three years of newspaper clippings to photocopy..
mesti muak sey..and she complained hungry somemore...funny lah you auntie..

ok so this raya is ok..sama lah orang menderu-deru datang..since my grandparents are staying with moi..they all come down here...tapi cepat betul raya nak berlalu...
missed the raya outing my my dear members coz went out to raya outing with dear and his frenz...kelakar tul kawan2 dia..hehe but biasalah kita pose entah brapa banyak kali...
but then again still miss my dearies...hehe menot kata this year dia jimat film coz im not there to hog the camera..hehehe

then gi jalan raya with the NIE's kiddos...sewa 30 seater..ok lah..not bad..lots of seats left :P hehe
breakfast at rumah cikgu..or was it lunch? hehe but we had nasi lemak...yummmyyy..sambal dia pedassssssssss..entah brapa kali gue tambah air...tak senonoh tol..
and cikgu's wife baked that yummy choc cake...erk...leh mok-mok sey..but then again...kata raya eh? lepas ni leh diet...
was supposed to wear green this year with dear but my baju lambat siap..all thanx to that tukang jahit at Johor..chet...so terpaksa lah ubah suai skit..
tapi takpe..janji kai baju ekekekeke
mine was the last house...piz, lynn and their significant others..and dearie too stayed till the end of the result show of Singapore Idol...
hehe kecoh sey lynn ngan piz sampai peluk2 bila Taufik menang...but yeah! am soooo happy!!

hmm im going to KL (again) this 12 Dec..my dad got hooked with KL it seems...macam tak ada tempat lain..tapi takpe lah at least dia nak ajak gi holiday kan...will be visiting Hard Rock again ahackz coz i'll be staying at Concorde for the 2nd time.. haiz..think i'm gonna have that yummy cheesecake that i tried the last time..*grinz*..
all i know is that dad plan to go to Sunway and do some shopping...
all i hope that he decides on the 3 days vacation and not extend it to 4 days...
i wanna goo homeeeeeeee! :P
well..what am i gonna do tmmr? if i wont be going to the library..maybe i'll do some baking...brownies anyone?
in the meantime..here's some pics...