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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i thought i would be fine when school reopens, things would be just peachy and dandy. but my dreams were short-lived. yes i am happy to see my friends BUT i think i miss townsville loads already. i think im just so used to small schools, u know from Maarif to Townsville. Yunan campus is already too big for me and there's like people everywhere. sob sob.
first day of school yesterday was quite a headache for me with all those briefings and module codes. i felt so lost. i feel like i want to complain a lot but don't exactly know what i wanna complain about haha. hmm did an online module registration today at the school's library after a mad dash to beat the crowd. comfort myself with yummy chicken chop and spaghetti and went back home to sleep. can't tell you how happy i was when i saw my bed. this is what one hour journey to and fro did to me. blergh.
something happened tonight that made me wanna cringe and laugh. the irony of 'friendship'. you know, i really can't stand hypocrites. and if you wanna act all nice and peachy, make sure you can lie with a straight face. has anyone ever told you you can't lie worth a damn? just cut the act. we all know you don't like us for whatever reasons and you know what? news flash! as if we do! what makes you think that after making an idiot out of me, i would even bother about you. my my. you sure need to grow up. and oh yeah...if you wanna try the invisible act, why don't you try a better trick next time. at least avoid being a pain in the...well..you know where.
and to those people i call friends, regardless what people might say.. we're still strong. i still cherish our years and years of friendship. what we have is something speacial. at least we respect each other despite some craps we have sometimes. the most important thing imo is being able to accept each other differences. i can't tolerate any more of this talking behind my back and putting on a false front. i don't care if you don't. whether you're tweedle dum and tweedle dee or not, i mean what i say.
to menot, basri, nina, hetty, nana, maya, didi, lisa, nuraini, dayah, nowa, nuyul...i love you peeps and i'm very happy to share the lowest and highest point of my life with you people. life wouldn't be the same without you guyz. muackz!
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